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etched in white dust
across the rough
surface of the musky
green and molded
board, run the fingers
of the past, and every
clump of white dust
burns the memories
computed inside the
perfected emotions. each
delicate transition
and every breath
of the body, slowly
consumes the present
and erases the future.
Complacent
-a nasty ten letter
word they claim,
destroying trust,
destroying faith,
making everything
I earned fall.
they cry wolf,
and I’ll still come
running.
watching the rain drops
fall so violently from each
obstacle it hits during
its inevitable trip that
gravity thrusts upon
the water drops, makes
me question my thoughts
and makes me vulnerable
to such violent attacks.
its interesting though the
thought process one
goes through when you’ve
got nothing to do
but watch the rain fall,
then those moments of
disturbed tranquility
least expected and certainly
surprising, take you out of
such a trance, its a sweet
feeling and one that I hope
never goes away again.
I will make it my
absolute goal to always carry
that feeling with me,
at least until the next
storm.
sometimes people think
things look like things
there really not
like cell phones and anal plugs.
*bump*
around the neck
is a scar, to remind
us exactly how
far we’ve come, its
six holes that form
a connector in
which as we sit
back in that chair
and have a cable
plugged into,
its to remind
us exactly how
far we’ve become
disconnected with
reality.
2 I was taught tonight,
that in Yoga, you
need to let go of
all thoughts. But I
was also taught that
being spoiled is ok
as long as you never
forget where you came
from, and are always greatful.
so yoga tonight was difficult
because I don’t want to lose
those thoughts, because
If I stop thinking about it
then that means their not
there…and I’m not just yet
ready to let those
thoughts go…
its difficult to say
if this is exactly
what I want, but
through the jungles
of my extremely
clouded thoughts
I feel this is the
best move for
both of us, and i’m
truly happy for
the strides your
making, I know
you’ll never develop
feelings for me,
but I think I’m ok
with that now,
and I’m not sure why
but the steps your
making- warms my heart
a little.
something just fits right now
and i can’t exactly describe it
but i’m happy
and thats all that matters.
bleeding desperately
and gasping for air
I am with you, and
I can’t even close my eyes
mind is racing,
heart is pounding
the beating of my…
its those moments when you think
to yourself, could life get any better.
then it does, and its completely
unexpected or even asked for, it
just happens, and you can’t help
but to wonder…when its all going
to come apart.
